13 Responses to Experiences with Belzebuub’s Teachings

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   Michelle April 11, 2011 at 12:20 pm | Permalink | Reply

   When I found Gnosis, I had been searching for a solution to my emotional outbursts and severe depression for many years. I was stuck in a strong victim mentality that was my justification for avoiding all responsibility. If you talk to pretty much anyone who knew me well “Pre-Gnosis”, I’m sure there would be a consensus that I was very unpredictible, and that it was not a good thing. People in my life came to know me as someone they could not count on. My parents’ feared for my safety because of my overwhelming depression. Living with me was really hard on my family and friends. I regret all of the pain I caused them throughout the years.

   But I knew there had to be a solution to my problems. I went to therapy, various self-help organizations, places of worship, and read lots of self-help books. I found ways to change my behavior along my search, but the changes were temporary and I wasn’t getting at the root of my problem. When things were going well, I knew in the back of my head, “the crash is coming”.

   Using the practices I learned at the Bay Area Gnostic Center and through reading Belzebuub’s books, The Peace of the Spirit Within and Astral Travel and Dreams, I have been able to get at the root of the problem. I can see what is driving my emotions and I have learned how to stop them in their tracks before they have the chance to ruin everything.

   I have been able to become balanced and rational. I have started learning to take responsibility and hold myself accountable for my own life. I have learned how to use my dreams as a guide to my inner states and also to seek and receive Divine help. I am definitely a work in progress, but the progress I have made, thanks to Gnosis, is noteworthy.

   Since I started practicing Gnosis, my spiritual health, my physical health, and my mental health have improved. Even my financial health has improved!

   It is extremely difficult to express the value of these teachings. They have given me the power to change profoundly.

   With Immense Gratitude for Belzebuub, Edith, and these teachings,

   Michelle

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     Jenny R April 13, 2011 at 1:38 pm | Permalink | Reply

     Thanks for sharing your experience, Michelle. It’s amazing how life-changing these seemingly simple techniques can be!

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     Jonathan April 14, 2011 at 8:11 pm | Permalink | Reply

     Hey Michelle, thanks for that! I echo your sentiments.

     It was great to meet you at the center however long ago it was (it seems like ages ago!), and look forward to seeing you at a future retreat or two..

     All the best

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     Jordan April 25, 2011 at 3:27 pm | Permalink | Reply

     Thanks for sharing that Michelle. It’s encouraging to see another positive and true account of the benefits of practising these teachings.

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       Layla April 26, 2011 at 5:13 am | Permalink | Reply

       Hi Michelle , its inspiring to read your experiences and I can very much relate to what you are saying. Its great that we can all share that experience of changing within from these teachings. Its a language all of its own and its known by those that practice these life giving teachings.

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     Matthew May 13, 2011 at 8:03 am | Permalink | Reply

     “It is extremely difficult to express the value of these teachings”

     I know what you mean Michele, although you did a pretty good job with your account It is wonderful how applying these teachings can help us overcome and change things that have just been part of us that cause us so much difficulty in life, and to discover that we don’t have to be that way, and we can be happier. It is a wonderful thing to experience that change, and reflecting on what we have been able to change, I think is a good inspiration to keep striving to move forward.

     Thank you for your inspiring account.

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     Kevin July 13, 2011 at 2:26 am | Permalink | Reply

     Michelle – I read your account a while ago and didn’t comment, but I’ve just read it again. I didn’t know you very well before, but I can definitely say that I wouldn’t even have guessed you were depressive or random like you describe your past self in your story! I think that in itself says something, and I wanted to share my impression of you in hopes it would strengthen your account

     Take care!

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   Jenny R April 13, 2011 at 1:41 pm | Permalink | Reply

   Just wanted to say that I thoroughly enjoyed reading through the various experiences people have shared here!

   As I mentioned elsewhere, it’s amazing to see that we all come from very different walks of life and very different parts of the world, and yet there’s something very special – like a common thread – that runs through all these different accounts of our spiritual journeys.

   Keep them coming, please

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   Layla May 10, 2011 at 9:56 am | Permalink | Reply

   Ditto Jenny!

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   Patricia May 11, 2011 at 6:27 am | Permalink | Reply

   Hi everyone,

   It is so encouraging to see so many positive accounts of people’s experiences with Gnosis and the teachings of Belzebuub. You cannot deny a person their own experience and learning, it has it’s own power and strength that gives it literally ‘a life of its own’.
   I truly hope that these accounts can gain a wider audience so that the teachings of Belzebuub can continue to be spread and others may be able to attain this knowledge and techniques for self discovery.

   Thanks to all those that have shared their stories and experiences.

   Paty

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   john p May 11, 2011 at 7:02 pm | Permalink | Reply

   Hello Michelle, it’s been really nice to read your experience which I found very moving. Also, I really hope that you can continue to find happiness in your life and go deeper into our beautiful sacred teachings.

   Everyone’s personal experiences have been very special and inspiring. Thanks to all.

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   David May 18, 2011 at 6:11 am | Permalink | Reply

   Thanks for sharing your stories Michelle and everyone!

   I was thinking earlier today about what my life used to be like before I came across these teachings, and how I used to be in a pretty much constant state of pain from the results of my actions and all the emotions like pride, negativity, boredom, judgement, depression and cycles of thoughts that seemed to constantly be there and a part of who I was. It has been incredibly liberating though that through trying to practice Belzebuub’s teachings I have been able to start learning about those states and how they work and start working to remove them completely (rather than suppressing them or having to accept negative states as a part of me). And I learnt that real peace and happiness do exist and love can grow for others, and that there is more to life than just a physical body and five senses – we can go to completely different dimensions of life and experience spiritual things beyond what I would have thought possible!

   I am definitely still a work in progress too and I feel like I’ve only just scratched the surface of what might be possible, but even so these teachings have helped my life in so many ways that I find it hard to imagine where I would be without them and Belzebuub’s guidance (remembering how I was before I started practicing though I don’t think it would have been good!)

   I know what you mean about it sometimes being difficult to convey the value of these teachings. I think the benefits tend to be more obvious personally and internally than externally, but at times others around me especially my family have made comments about the positive changes they have brought to my life and way of living. I have wished before that I could give people some of the experiences I’ve gained but it seems like it’s really down to everyone to try them and find that value for themselves. Which I’m sure they will if they really give them a good shot!

   Looking forward to reading and watching more about people’s experiences!

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   Christy May 24, 2011 at 10:45 am | Permalink | Reply

   Thank-you Michelle for sharing your experience. I can really relate to so much of your experience before and after finding these teachings. It’s really wonderful when we can look back to the person in the past and to see how so much change has come about since putting these teachings into practice.

   And thank-you to everyone who has put together all these personal accounts and videos of how these teachings have helped and continue to help improve daily life and create a lasting change within. Belzebuub’s teachings are so precious and I’m grateful to have come across them.